#i cannot even describe how im feeling

[windsofnotos]

NEW STEELEYE SPAN ALBUM IN 2023???

[puppyeared]

i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you

[1goatman1]

i was literally going insane about him and needed an outlet so i ended up watching the movies while doodling

[theprinceandthewitch]

Still unable to cope with the fact Huntlow exists specifically to keep Hunter out of the final fight with Belos even though he literally asked Luz at the end of TTT to help him avenge Flapjack.

[entering--hyperspace]

Cannot imagine whatever is going on through Mr Leonard Echowatcher's head. You spend your life yearning for a world where you lived differently, where the day wasnt soaked in war, blood, and battle. Where you could envision a future where you have a partner and a family with friends to live gracefully with. But then you are given such opportunities only to find you were never taught to be gentle, you have a gentle, empathetic nature and yet the physicality of it is a stranger to you. You are expected to raise a child with gentle hands so that she saves the world, What does that even mean? How can you accept your growing love for your friend when you were never taught how to love, that intimate love is a luxury best left forgotten, there are no need for such things in war. He has to learn to become the things he wanted bc he grew too old to develop it naturally. He becomes a father to taimi fumbling his way into learning how to care and parent, he is defensive of Aurene bc he is from a culture where they arent expected to raise their own young and yet has to do so with a dragon. It feels like a test, He has to prove both to others and to himself he is capable of being a father, of nuturing, that calloused, stained hands can still be gentle. He has to accept that love is a terrifying leap of faith in vulnerability in order to gain a partnership that is considered a rarity. I love the idea that he spent 30 years yearning for things he thought he would never have and when he is actually given those opportunities (albeit admittedly through unusual circumstances) he has to learn how to actually live in them, becuase they were always just Concepts until now. Ohhhh my god Mr. Leo you are my everything

[schizowitchic]

also like i partially found out i might be intersex because i was looking at trans stuff and there was like "(however many) months on t and finally seeing some bottom growth" and like pictures of t-dicks and i was like.... um.... that's kind of just what my clit looks like anyways. so i was like "hey google give me a quick rundown on this" and learned what clitoromegaly was and then i was like. hm. intersex resources. and it's like a sign? symptom? side-effect? of certain intersex conditions

[eonars]

um. tfw your life is about to change massively very very soon and it still doesn't even feel real yet and still feels like somethings gonna pop up and it won't actually happen and also you're scared as fuck that you're too stupid to actually do it and it'll all be for nothing

[naivety]

have to go pick up a washing machine tomorrow a coworker snagged for $75 [!] and lug it all the way upstairs [....] to hook up before somehow draining the old one [...] because it broke mid-cycle washing sheets not once but twice thrown up on by cat [...] and we can't even get it to drain [....] 🙏 and hopefully finish putting together a 2 weeks late little birthday gift box for my sibling because i literally forgot until the night before and wanted to die. and get my axle looked at cause it might be bent. day off ❤️

[2024skin]

1 month ago today my exes mom died is it too soon to tell him I unfriended him and ignored his message because I kind of think he raped me

[lanshappycorner]

Sometimes I look outside my scope of mutuals and I'm like.....I'm glad I'm not them (whole essay in the tags)

[watery-melon-baller]

its so fun :)) and awesome :)) that i cannot fucking make my brain focus on my homework :))) holy shit im gonna kill someone :)) why can't my brain just work for five fucking minutes :)) this is easy homework too I just can't concentrate on it at all :)) and it's due tomorrow morning :)))

[yxstxrdrxxm-a]

(Before I start, I want to say thank you to Navina for indulging this in DMs :’> )

After this week’s update, it was cathartic to imagine a scenario where Boss gets slapped in the face by Friend! Darling ^o^

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It starts out as a petty argument, nothing serious until Boss says something that hits too close to home for Darling.

“With your attitude, I occasionally wonder if you are even capable of a serious relationship.”

…..and you can guess what happens next. Pain spreads across his cheek, amplified by the stylish rings Darling likes to wear. (I imagine them as the type to wear multiple rings on both hands :> )

But what really catches his attention is the look in Darling’s eyes. It is cold, serious, lacking any of their usual friendliness.

“If it makes you uncomfortable, I can stop flirting with you, you know,” they reply coldly. “I’d hate to waste the time of an eligible bachelor such as you.”

Idiot. By now, Boss should know that Darling is honest about their physical attraction to him. That in a society where being single is frowned upon, he is their first choice for a marriage of convenience. That to Darling, love is a form of control—hence why they are so emotionally distant, to avoid getting hurt and swayed by their emotions. Does this not prove that they are serious about Boss, especially compared to their casual relationships from the past?

Whatever Boss’s response is, Darling will just sigh, apologize for slapping him, and move on to a new topic. The next time they meet up, they even insist on treating him with his favorite snacks.

It’s too bad that what Boss felt in that moment was not guilt but amusement.

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Bonus lore:: Boss and Friend! Darling have known each other for five years, but it was only recently that they went from purely platonic friends to their current dynamic!!

Darling always viewed Boss as physically attractive + husband material, but….yeahh I think the italicized text above explains why they are afraid of romance and giving their heart to someone. It will take a long time for them to open up to Boss……..so it’s a good/ bad thing that patience is one of his virtues </3

(navi.exe has crashed.)

[quietwingsinthesky]

the doctor also wouldn’t call even autistic simply because he doesn’t think about neurodivergence that way, a way that’s all human and categorized down into neat boxes. he references how others label him, like clara saying he’s adhd, with a sort of acknowledgement of it fitting but also a waving away of it as real explanation or an accurate view. even wouldn’t call themself autistic because they don’t know what autism is. (and the master also wouldn’t for the same reasons.) BUT. multiple of the doctor’s companions would pick it up. clara certainly would, clara would say it to even’s face (<- woman who has been masking so hard her whole life and literally doesn’t know how to stop anymore and Needs to point out when someone else isn’t Doing It Too.) donna would notice, too, mention it off-handedly to the doctor at some point like she’s not sure if he’s noticed even having difficulty when he’s already so weird himself.

[4giorno]

i got the cutscene <3

[dimidarling]

really truly awful to watch the adults in my life, especially ones who were adamant, consistent, and up-to-date about masking from the start, slowly start abandoning them. like y’all were, early on, making your own masks, masking everywhere, enforcing masking for us and others, taking issue with antimaskers, etc, and now because the world has decided to stop caring you’ve decided that too?? you’ve decided to willfully participate in the erasure of disabled ppl from public spaces? you’ve decided it doesn’t matter anymore just because numbers are “acceptably” lower (lots of ppl still die every day less data is being collected so ofc they seem lower than before)? you judge me and my sibling for being angry about that, for being uncomfortable around you after finding this out, for being upset people we trusted don’t care enough about our and other ppl’s safety?? the real covid exhaustion is watching the world go “back to normal" at the expense of others.

[transgaysex]

laying down feels fucking sexual after moving heavy shit around for 5 hours in a row